If you were wondering where I am lately...

1. Now that I’m (almost) actually living the life of an adult, work load has been increased 500%, where college is contributing to all of that. I would probably get burned before I reach the age of 17.
2. College had given me more pain factor than my life in High School. As much as I want to prevent it from happening, the pain’s biting me on all directions. I can’t believe I now have to travel a distance of six kilometers to go to school, get kicked by life by forgetting schoolwork at home, and returning home with a lot of cuts, bruises and hemorrhages in my body. Not only that, I have to worry about the things that would come in the coming days. AAAAARRRGGGHHH!!!!
3. That’s not enough, though. Every dean in college must be some sort of, well, satanic. I’m figuring that they are members of some cult where their mission is to make their students’ heads explode from so much schoolwork that will be provided so that they could provide carcasses they could sacrifice to you-know-what-or-else. (okay, so you really don’t know? Dang.)
4. Well, because college is now as far away from home as I can imagine, my pocket money has been increased. But then, the expenses I incur everyday also increased… fivefold.
5. Okay, that’s enough for now. I still have an elaborarte homeork to accomplish. Pardon me for being so much of a boor.

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College took over my schedules

Oh, well. You can't even blame college for taking over your life by putting you into too much stress, school work, and irregular schedules. I could feel wrinkles growing all over my body. Anyway, right after I post this, I will have to study for a long quiz in Physics tomorrow (of course, there's physics in the first years in college. If you didn't had that, then you've gone in to a wrong university.).

Sorry if I wasn't able to put an entry for a longish-long time. Anyway, this blog's gonna move someplace better if I get the time.

A preview of hell... in a new life

I ended up asking myself how I ended up in college. Before classes I was planning to skip this year's school year. Now, here I am.

Anyway, this is, after all, a new life. So it is expected of every freshmen to be curious about their new surroundings. Unfortunately it seemed liked everyone else already knew the school before they had even set foot on this place. And I don't.

What am I saying?! Somebody throw a rock on my face-- oh, wait. There's a wall. *pound* There. I'm fine now.

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The first two days of my college life was partly unfounded horrors, half anxiety, and pure exhaustion. I was tired considerably by the length of the time tables and the location of the school, which I think is over four kilometers from home (and I have to take public transportation now: gone are the old days when my father can just shove me off to school by car). Now that I have thought of the fact, I'm now officially far away from home. Very, very far.

Which have translated itself into: primary stage of metamorphosis to adulthood. OH NO!

Cough-lege

Yesterday, the Philippines celebrated it's independence. Today, I prepare for the last day of my youth. Tomorrow, I go to school. Not just any school: it's called College.

I've beet talking so much about being in college in my previous posts since the day I graduated. It's just, well, unnerving the fact that I'm liberated now. Liberated from what, I couldn't figure out. Whether I would actually get somewhere by going to college is really important, especially when it's the fact that this would be the basis of your future. And once you flunk, it would never stop. That's what I've been fearing.

Well, classes start tomorrow. I'll bring with me inner fear.

changes that will happen to my life in june

1. College. I will never see anymore the rituals that I usually encounter in my elementary and high school life. This is adulthood, after all. Now I must work for money to support my life and education. Which is bad because I don't want to leave my childhood life. But then again, I'd be tagged a retard.

2. Vacation's over. Back to school equals the return of the pain in the ass. I'll feel myself sinking in quicksand again. Of course I don't exclude the teachers, as they get more whammy than their students. Many schools in the Philippines (exempting private schools) would need to make more than two shifts to accommodate thousands of students that had enrolled. As a result, the kids don't learn much.

3. Will & Grace ends run on TV. The local TV channel is almost done with it's airing of Will & Grace. Though I'm not too much of a fan of the sitcom I really like the kick the show gives to several people (because I guess there are only a handful of literate people here in the Philippines). Well, I don't know what I should do after the show ends.

4. Now what? I don't know.

PLDT Repair Service is starting to be a piece of crap

I wasn't able to surf the internet for at least three days due to the shitty service of the phone company. Already I've phoned the customer service over ten times, shouting at them to get our goddamn phone service restored. And until there's still no response to my outcries. The hell with them.

So now I have to get out of my house just to surf the net, not to mention that I have to blog using someone else's computer (I want my browser customized to my needs, unfortunately no internet cafe wants computer usage in a customized way). And being in a different environment, I can't release the full power of my ability to rant. Thus, a lousy blog.

After I write this, I'll phone customer service and I'll tell them that if they don't fix my phone this instant, they'll have to prepare for their doom.

AAAAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!

We're going back to school, yay!

Ow...

Sadly, it's June again and I can't believe it does. Worst of it, I won't be going to the usual everyday Philippine school. I'm talking about college. And, at my own point of view, it's gonna be really bad.

Well, couldn't shake off the feeling of anxiety as first day of classes for most schools looms, including college. And I'd kinda wonder what insipid theme the deodorant company would formulate this year that would tie-in with the event... or if they would do it.

And I'm not yet prepared to face the nightmares of college. Now that's really unnerving.

Just hope I survive this level of schooling. Here goes nothing.

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My parents told me that I was an extra in some sleazy local film that was actually a bad clone of a Hollywood flick (note: if you were watching a movie on ABS-CBN or TFC on Friday, 25th May 2007 at 3:00PM manila time, you must've seen the moive, or at least an instance of it). Well, if that were possible I should've been discovered and become a movie star, and then I'd get out of this low life. Unfortunately, I didn't. So, forget the opportunity stuff.

I don't even know the whole plot (sorry for that. I was only able to see part of the movie, and internet records show no summary of the movie), but I do know the story involved greed, love, money, and kindergarten school. So, I'd kinda wonder as well why I was included in the movie as an extra.

Anyway, both my mom and dad told me that I was the one in which I sound like having a plot to kill the protagonist. Well, now that I've seen the part wherein I supposedly acted, I'd say it was bad acting: I did a bad thing to the star -- a main reason why I was doomed to be a normal person forever.

Or was I made to believe that I starred, at least an extra, in some sleazy local film that was actually a bad clone of a Hollywood flick?

Anyway, I wonder if the video's still available on video rental. That way, my stardom claim can be verified (maybe at least a complete credits list would do). Otherwise, the gigantic TV company must've archived it and made it available "for TV viewing only".